Hold my tears

It's a sad day today.

Again, one of my colleagues is leaving again. I try to hold my tears this time but I just can't take it anymore. I miss everyone and it's so sad to see "everyone" is leaving.

I usually write about my personal life here but today, I feel I need to talk about my work today especially about my colleagues. It’s broke my heart whenever I receive the news my colleagues leaving.

Actually, I was broke inside and try to be strong outside.

I know I can't compare the life journey with others but I just can't help do so. Seeing "everyone" move on, its make me the question "what am I doing with my life"?

To be honest, I am scared! so scared!!

But, I really try to be strong, be brave and don't cry ( big girl don't cry!)

Seeing Kisha, Ijan and Naj leaving makes me miss everyone.