Highs and lows

Highs and lows

Lord, you're with me either way it goes

Should I rise or should I fall

Even  so, Lord Your mercy is an even flow

You're too good to let me go

This is few part of new song from Hillsong Y&F, |||, Highs and lows.

You can search this song on Spotify and other platforms.

When I first listened to this song, I feel like it's speak what's my heart for this moment.

Life been so hard lately...

A lot of hard decisions to make,

A lot of challenges to face...

A lot of choices to choose in front of me...

A lot of consequences of my bad decisions before come hit me.

I'm struggle with myself,

I guess middle age crisis??

I questioned myself a lot. I doubt myself a lot too.

I feel like I'm in my lowest for this time.

BUT

I never forget the time that God put me in the highest time, the best time of my life. The time when I travelled a lot, can buy anything I want without even thinking(it's not good actually but this what happened).

Despite all these, I know He will be with me in highs and lows time. Whatever the situations, I know God will be always there.

It's sound ridiculous now but I want to keep believe that.I can't see anything in front of me, the problems seems not solve, the plans seems not working and whatever plan blah blah.

I want to keep believe, God with me.

Everything will be okay, 

everything will be fine.

J

U

S

T

DON'T GIVE UP!

Love,

Aya

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